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I Am A Nightmare Inside

by Elisha Ruhman

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The first single off of the upcoming EP, "Sunrise Therapy", coming June 30th, 2017!

lyrics

I thought what I did would make me alright.
I thought that maybe these thoughts would soon die.
But somehow I’m left here, hurt more this time…
What did I do wrong? What did I not do right?...

Cause now I watch myself change into a lie,
I let the dark create a monster inside.
These demons I allowed in so they could hide,
Have convinced me to believe that you lied.
I am a nightmare inside.

I confronted my anger, in the hopes of loving again.
But After it was said and done, I found there to be no end.
Now all I can wish for is a band-aid remedy,
For my pain, cause for once, I don’t know what's wrong with me.

I watch myself change into a lie,
I let the dark create a monster inside.
These demons I allowed in so they could hide,
Have convinced me to believe that you lied.
I am a nightmare inside.

As much as I may now feel like a lie,
As much as I may fall victim to the night,
I’ll do my best to fight off the nightmare inside.
Cause I’ve seen your dream, it gives me new life.

I will not watch myself change into a lie,
I will not let the dark create a monster inside.
These demons I allowed in so they could hide,
I will force out for telling me lies.
All this with a nightmare inside.

I am a nightmare inside.

credits

released May 13, 2017
Produced by Elisha Ruhman at Bubba Spins Records in KCMO.
Album cover by Christian Nichols of Pilot Light Visual Design.
Photo of sunrise taken by Elisha Ruhman.

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Elisha Ruhman Kansas City, Missouri

I'm a musician out of KCMO, I've been doing music for ten plus years now, and I have no plans of stopping.

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